the rage inside the fire,the calm before the storm

just realized I’ve had this done for a year today.this...

Sun, 13 Jan 2013 23:02:47 -0500

just realized I’ve had this done for a year today.
this tattoo means so much to me & the song itself has
helped me in alot of ways. hearing it live nearly killed me
but it was something I needed to hear. I’ll be forever
grateful for Amy writing that song & for this tattoo.

I wish I had the motivation to keep up with redyeing my hair the...

Mon, 10 Dec 2012 23:25:00 -0500

I wish I had the motivation to keep up with redyeing my hair the red part.
I bitched for months about not being able to do it then I do it & don’t even
bother keeping up with it >_< but I guess alot of that also has to do with
life taking its lovely little toll on me.

Photo

Wed, 19 Sep 2012 20:22:49 -0400

Amy Lee at the Pittsburgh show on August 28th.this was the best...

Thu, 30 Aug 2012 16:59:00 -0400

Amy Lee at the Pittsburgh show on August 28th.
this was the best photo I took (I was using my phone)
it was soo amazing to finally see them (after 9 1/2 fucking years
& driving 5 hours to see them) & to be front row for it <3

me with the amazing Carla, she’s so sweet as well &...

Mon, 27 Aug 2012 01:45:06 -0400

me with the amazing Carla, she’s so sweet as well & her voice is amaziiing

me with the amazing Heidi, she’s so sweet & god, can...

Mon, 27 Aug 2012 01:43:56 -0400

me with the amazing Heidi, she’s so sweet & god, can she scream !

me with the lovely Kimberly of One Eyed Doll :)

Thu, 23 Aug 2012 01:16:00 -0400

me with the lovely Kimberly of One Eyed Doll :)

me with the wonderful Butcher Babies! they’re so...

Thu, 23 Aug 2012 01:14:00 -0400

me with the wonderful Butcher Babies!
they’re so incredibly nice & sweet.

Otep’s signature tattooed on my arm :)

Thu, 23 Aug 2012 01:13:00 -0400

Otep’s signature tattooed on my arm :)

me with Otep 08.21.12Destroy To Create!

Thu, 23 Aug 2012 01:06:08 -0400

me with Otep 08.21.12
Destroy To Create!

this is how your guitarist’s wife responds when you post...

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 03:04:15 -0400

this is how your guitarist’s wife responds when you post this kinda thing on Twitter, haha amaziiiiiing :D

how old are you?

Wed, 15 Aug 2012 20:17:38 -0400

Envy Assured; Reverence (In Memory of Jimmy “The...

Wed, 15 Aug 2012 19:46:00 -0400

Envy Assured; Reverence (In Memory of Jimmy “The Rev’ Sullivan

this never fails at bringing a tear to my eye<3

[you don’t know how hard I fought to survive,waking up all alone when I was left to die&...

Wed, 15 Aug 2012 00:39:44 -0400

[you don’t know how hard I fought to survive,
waking up all alone when I was left to die
& you don’t know about this life I’ve lived
or these roads I’ve walked or these tears I’ve bled.]

one week til I see Otep!

Tue, 14 Aug 2012 16:36:00 -0400

along with the Butcher Babies & One Eyed Doll, can’t wait!
Destroy to Create!

this is so me in so many ways<3

Tue, 14 Aug 2012 16:32:51 -0400

this is so me in so many ways<3

evanescenceconfessions: I really hate seeing confessions saying...

Tue, 14 Aug 2012 14:25:05 -0400

evanescenceconfessions:

I really hate seeing confessions saying that Amy and Ben should reunite and they must feel guilty. I don’t think they care and I don’t believe there are any feelings left there. They were young and stupid. They’ve accepted it and have moved on by now. And people that ship them drive me crazy. She’s married and I’m almost positive she’s happy.

a fucking men! Ben beat her & abused her (Shaun did too, before anyone comes at me saying that was Shaun, not Ben, she never came out about what Ben did til she explained what Bring Me To Life was inspired by which is that she met her husband & he was telling her things like he could see all the pain in her eyes & she was in an abusive relationship at the time (i.e Ben because she hadn’t met Shaun yet) & it just amazed her at how someone could do that), I’m glad she’s away from him cause all he’d do is bring her down, just like he tried to do with his band We Are The Fallen. Ben personally said in an interview he created that band because he knew EV fans were tired of waiting on Amy to release another album, which says he created a band to be like EV & try to outdo Amy but music wise & singing wise, they suck! Carly can’t sing that well because she doesn’t use her full diaphragm & Ben uses old EV songs as the music (Bury Me Alive starts out exactly like Bleed), so they aren’t original like they claim. I even tried to give WATF a fair shake & listen to them a few times but I can’t get past Ben using EV songs & Carly’s singing. as far as I’m concerned, EV is what it is because of AMY, not Ben. maybe in the beginning Ben carried his weight but shortly after Fallen, he stopped. Amy doesn’t need that kind of negativity in her life & she’s so much more happier now.

A Day To Remember; All Signs Point To Lauderdale <3 as I’ve...

Thu, 09 Aug 2012 19:20:13 -0400

A Day To Remember; All Signs Point To Lauderdale <3

as I’ve mentioned on others of these, please don’t remove my tags.
all rights & credits go to the artists but I’m the one who took the time
to make it, which is why it’s also tagged with my watermark. if you
would like one made, just message me with the quote/line/song lyrics
you want & what picture you want, preferably one that doesn’t have
alot of white in it, white will cause it to look like it’s missing letters or
words & I’ll gladly make it for you :)

Otep is gonna give me a heart attack, this is from today in less...

Thu, 26 Jul 2012 00:03:54 -0400

Otep is gonna give me a heart attack, this is from today in less than 24 hours :) it goes from purple to pink to green in that order :D

so excited to see Otep & Butcher Babies in 27 days!

Wed, 25 Jul 2012 17:19:14 -0400

DESTROY TO CREATE!